assalamualaikum, readers. malam ni aku nak cerita pasal birthday someone. someone y special sangat bagi aku. of course, the one and only, kim jongin. nugu is kim jongin? kai of exo-k la. who else kan :p the handsome one. hehehe. my second ever bias. my first bias is choi minho tapi serious aku cakap, aku tak obses sangat dengan minho. paling aku obses sekali dengan mamat sorang ni la. kai. kat pentas nampak macam berkarisma, sexy etc etc. tapi.... dia ni pemalu orangnya. comel pula tu. eeee geram haha.

birthday dia bukan malam ni. 14 January. hari isnin nanti. fuuhh, kai dah 19 tahun dah kalau ikut umur sebenar. kalau ikut umur dekat korea, dah 20 tahun. tua dah cik abang sorang ni~ wkwk. um sebenarnya, aku sedih sebab tak dapat nak sambut birthday dia sama sama :( i mean, aku ada baca satu tweet ni:

Exo will arrive in KLIA on 14 Jan. Let's welcome them and sing a happy birthday song for Do Kyungsoo and Kim jongin together. Make it as their best Birthday present ever! 

so, that's what it is. when i saw the tweet, i was like.... *sigh* i wanna go there but um i'm going to school :( it's freaking Monday and i have to go to school like seriously! how am i supposed to welcome them. especially, when it's my jonginnie's birthday! i was so pissed :/ Really.. feel like crying everytime i read the tweet. sad bc i can't sing a happy birthday song for my jongin. ok maybe some of you, who are reading this post, you guys might think that i'm just overreact. y'know.. some of you must say "alah, it just a happy birthday song kot. what's the big deal?"

listen, guys. IT'S A BIG DEAL FOR ME. i really love him (eventhough i know he doesn't know that i'm exist) i just... really love him. idk what he did to me but yeah. what can i do, i fall for him. he's perfect! from head to toe. i don't love him bc of his looks, (actually i do) but you know.. i love him more bc of his personality. i like the shy jongin, better. i like the silly jongin, better. it's not that.. i don't like the charismatic and charming jongin but i like him the way he is.

i wish i could meet him someday. tak kisah lah, berselisih je pun. asalkan dapat jumpa dia. this date; 14 Januray 1994, means so much to me. the day he was born. the day when Kim Jongin started to cry. the day that a handsome and perfect guy like him exist. the day that a silly jongin was born. thank you Mrs. Kim for giving birth to this adorable guy. thank you Mr kim and Mrs kim for taking a good care of him. /bow 90 degrees/

Kim Jongin, 
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